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Mon, 28 Jun 2004 17:05:36 GMT

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Love

Sat, 26 Jun 2004 05:05:35 GMT

new journal
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and since i'm too lazy to type all my friends... could you all just add it. and i'll add you back. i can't decide if it should be friends only or not.

Sat, 26 Jun 2004 02:38:32 GMT

i don't have much to say. i haven't been thinking things through lately.
i feel dead.

tonight I played poker & watched the goonies with my brothers

then I made brownies

my mom is so funny when she calls my 8 year old brother gay boy
she thinks she fucking awesome now cause she's got a nextel
haha

P5;; i made a list of summer songs for a cd. would anyone care to add anymore?

Fri, 25 Jun 2004 02:14:56 GMT

i like camping out in backyards
with a homemade tent and secret stuff.

i passed the math regents with a 77
i'm actually completely happy about that that.

i have decided today that in my life,
if in fact,
the chance were to arise,
i would take 2\3rds of the things i've done back inaheartbeat

windows open
lights off
make it louder
i'm barely listening...
I need you so bad.

you'rewrong. it's not you.

Wed, 23 Jun 2004 15:44:56 GMT

1). Take your LJ username and replace each letter with the corresponding number (A=1, B=2, etc...). If your name contains numbers, you'll need to convert them to letters first before you can convert to numbers.

liesforonlyyou
12+9+5+19+6+15+18+15+12+25+25+15+21

2). Add all of the numbers together to create a kind of super number.

197

3). Make a note of the first digit of this number, then add the digits of the number together.

1+9+7= 17

4). Find the post of this number in your LJ. If you don't have that many posts, add the digits together again. Keep doing so until the number is smaller than your pathetic number of posts.

5). Take the digit you noted in step 3, and count that many words into the post.

"breath"

6). Use the resulting word in a Google Image Search, and select a picture from the first page.

7). Post the results for us all to see. Ya big freak

Wed, 23 Jun 2004 15:35:53 GMT

holy shit.

it's summer.

Tue, 22 Jun 2004 03:06:02 GMT

IT'S ON! IT'S ON! IT'S ON!

who else is going to fail the math regents tomorrow?

Mon, 21 Jun 2004 15:29:57 GMT

I touched
Chrisy Boner's
hoo-hoos.

not giving a fuck.

Mon, 21 Jun 2004 04:19:02 GMT

after studying all day
theresa came over for chinese food
we sat outside and read US weekly
my mother accused me of smoking pot by the tree outside the other night
i couldn't help but laugh and admit to it
i mean... it's best to be honest, right?
me and my sister drove to starbucks in sweatpants, a sweatshirt and no makeup at 10:30
picked up a frapps, listened to freestyle music, and talked about life
i'm so happy with the relationship she and i have
we used to hate each other so much
the numerous fist fights we'd get into
i even gave her a black eye once
i never ever would have thought i would be able to talk to her
but i can and i do alot
& i like it like this
i copped some of her cd's & shoes
we visited albert and his adorable kitten, luna
it's black and sexy
finally we came home and marveled at the stars.

everything feels so right at the moment
i'm okay with everything
aboy.
i'm not stressed out about the regents tuesday
and i anticipate a ~~good~~ great summer
with new friends
and my best

hearts E>

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Sun, 20 Jun 2004 16:09:58 GMT

i love you.

Sun, 20 Jun 2004 15:10:31 GMT

words were missed then some apology like I didn’t want to tell you this
it’s just some guy she has been hanging out with
....oh I don’t know
the past couple of weeks I guess.
thank you and hang up the phone.
let the funeral start.

Sun, 20 Jun 2004 02:39:12 GMT

yay my computer broke
that's the third one in two years.
i amaze myself

one more testing day.
then we'll call the days "summer"

i won't mention it.

Thu, 17 Jun 2004 03:23:02 GMT

these are all from my uncle's wedding in may

nancy (the bride) and the flower girls

nancy being beautiful

my grandma

the bridesmaids, the bride and the flower girls

the trumpet players at the front of the church

nancy getting out of the roles royce

nancy and her daddy

a good look at the church

love

my uncle's family (also mine)

the bride's family

the whole.... bridesmaids and ushers

my grandpa congratulating my uncle
cheesy.

hahahahahah this picture hahahahahha

we had to wait for the gates to open

everyone once again

the cake

firstdanceaw

my dad trying to get jenny to dance with my little brother

end.

Thu, 17 Jun 2004 00:29:27 GMT

Wed, 16 Jun 2004 19:42:06 GMT

i had two finals yesterday and they were both easy
after the first final me, gabby, cori, and gianna & her boyfriend went up to the diner. we saw sarah and doug. and then laura, chrisy, nicole, and emmy sat next to us.
took the second final and then me, jen, amanda, chrisy, cori, laura, gabby, jaqueline, and erin walked to my house and smoked alot of drugs
weed party
i went to kate's in hope we'd get to go to the danbury fair but. fuck.
last night i'm quite certain me and murry went to the JV mall and saw Harry Potter
good movie but i got too confused
we waited outside and went back to the house.
made foreign cookies
complete with fluff, peanut butter and fudge
we made a huge heart with "Hi" in sprinkles and ran over to mike's house at 2:00 in the morning to give it to him. but he was sleeping
we tried rocks, calling the house, flashy lights and everything
so we just went back to the house and swam until 3-3:30?
came back inside and fell asleep
didn't wake up until one this morning
ran to mike's to give him our cookie
he liked it? i hope.
IT WAS MADE WITH LOVE
now i'm here at my mommy's work.
working.

Tue, 15 Jun 2004 02:53:58 GMT

this song is kind of funny.
i've developed a hatred for it.
~~you're an~~ asshole.
haha i love the way i misjudge people for being "really sweet & caring deep down"
and i love how fake i am to you
i think i should stop
and start listening to my friends
truthfully, you deserve everything you fucking get

this is for keeping everything to yourself from now on

i have so many sqeeter bites on my legs.
tonight was orientation at good old sycamore camp.
teehee
i talked to allie. i missed her so much.
last day of classes.
two big tests tomorrow i have yet studied for

i'm free friday is anybody wants to hang out or
ya know..
have sex or something.

Mon, 14 Jun 2004 02:15:10 GMT

today i went to mmkay's
we basically "sock em bopped" each other the whole day
man we're fucking idiots
i l o v e i t
we watched "the other sister"
and some silly olsen twin movies
beat the hell out of each other for an hour straight
ordered pizza
then sat at the bottom of her driveway anticipating summer
summer

new jersey is in 54 days.
tomorrow is the last day of school
then finals until 12 tuesday
so technically... two more days of school.

♥ ♥ ♥
i finally got the fiction we live

evelyn, i'm not coming home tonight

Sun, 13 Jun 2004 23:05:21 GMT

I have just noticed my icon says
pyromantic.

Sun, 13 Jun 2004 04:31:10 GMT

today...
me and bug had fun with my cousin albert at the yankee game
we got dippin` dots in the little baseball caps
& epika had a long discussion about how they're "the ice cream of the future"
with some silly drunk men behind us.
i got a spiderman mask because i'm gangstah
we took pictures, yelled at the teams, &danced
on the ride home we stopped at white castles and we got cheese fries & a milkshake
we also got matching blinky lighted rings
i love my bug.

my computer is being really shitty

i've decided nice boys are only sold in department stores

this summer is really going to be great
i plan on changing everything and i'm hoping i'll succeed

i'll start by stopping this.
"end it here"
you &... your fakeness.

back to finals and regents and fucking tests.
oh i love life and such certainity it loves me

tired. bed. love.

Sat, 12 Jun 2004 06:52:07 GMT

1. Mythology. A bird in Egyptian mythology that lived in the desert for 500 years and then consumed itself by fire, later to rise renewed from its ashes.

that's beautiful

thirteen locks the door, thirteen steps to break your smile.

Sat, 12 Jun 2004 05:13:17 GMT

it's one of those friday night where you don't do anything
but so much happens
i'll stay up until 5
watching A Bronx Tale
& reruns of my so-called life
I am not happy with this shit that's been going on.

tomorrow me and bug♥ are going to the yankee game
i am so excited cause we're going to buy cracker jacks and start the wave

"maybe it wasn't good enough but again- you are not good"

Fri, 11 Jun 2004 23:12:17 GMT

if i keep holding my breath, all of this will fade away.

Thu, 10 Jun 2004 21:37:31 GMT

spending money on me does not qualify for the satisfaction of my trust, or respect.
fuck you. i'm so fucking gone.
all the shit i've done for him...

if you've got an impulse, let it out

Wed, 09 Jun 2004 02:46:56 GMT

this week won't end. today felt like friday
fuck it's tuesday
god i need to stop cursing
today i got my pre-screening for volleyball
skerrvve
i'm not sure if it was today or yesterday but me and gabby talked about skeets
i changed my schedule, once again
i went to kate's after school and we walked to maikol's
went back to her house and i fell asleep
i think i'm in love with right now

you told me I "had" him.
don't say that

Wed, 09 Jun 2004 01:21:46 GMT

i just caught my first firefly of summer.